Must God talk to me?

Must God talk to me?

I asked myself this, because there are so many people around me with whom God's primary way of communication is talking. God talks to them. They would hear God talking - clear and precise. I envied them. I wish God could talk to me, too.

However, it's not like that God doesn't communicate with me. It's just that God doesn't communicate with me through talking. God communicates with me in a much different way.

Must God talk to me?

No. God communicates with me in that particular way for a good reason. It's just that I don't always trust it because of my flickering faith and the external pressure from life.
 
I just need a moment of peace to hear that still small voice, which is screaming without words in my heart. Just to know that He is here gives me great peace.